Wednesday, December 09, 2009

This time, I know it's time I really need to go away. Somewhere faraway from you.

Posted by HUIYAN at 3:30 AM

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

Tears are dripping into the wanton soup. I think to myself once again, I'm beyond hope. I've just hurt another. I'm wrong and I'm sorry.

Posted by HUIYAN at 4:10 AM

Thursday, December 03, 2009

fuck off . i am not them. it hurts my ego.

Posted by HUIYAN at 8:21 AM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I am sad. I know I shouldn't just let it go, but what if I say I've reached my limit and really might snap anytime from here. Will all of you still want me to hold on? I don't remember how it feels like to laugh heartily without worrying about anything. I really don't anymore. I'm not giving up on this dream, I just want to do it another way. The world is much bigger than a little place like here. Somewhere, someday, somehow I will find my way. Please. I just need all of you to stay with me.

Posted by HUIYAN at 10:48 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Four days ago was mummy's birthday.
Also the day when I met with an accident on the road.
What a bad experience.

Posted by HUIYAN at 5:44 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

I've lost, you've won. Tears just won't stop running. The heart just won't stop hurting. I feel like I'm really close to my last gasp. This time, all of you have hurt me so deep. So bad that I don't trust anyone anymore. I never felt like I've nothing at all before, but it got me thinking I really don't. Not people who loves me. I never thought I'd ever end up in this situation. I don't want to grow up, I just want to forever remain like a baby. Fashion is over for me. Game's over. Everything. But to that only few who loves me so, I'm grateful and I'm sorry for being a disappointment.
Dom
Dar
Shurun
Mwen,
it's only you guys I'm left with.
Ilove all of you

Posted by HUIYAN at 2:04 AM

Monday, August 31, 2009

I miss you too but I'm sorry I ought to do this.

Posted by HUIYAN at 2:02 AM